k enough of purple love posting ...afterall it is just a fake story la haha

i am very tired...
joanne, i really hoped u are in my sch to pei me...
joanne, why must we always work work work...all these vacations, i have been spending my time working cos i got no choice...i need money to pay for things...my hp bills....everything...my music lessons, driving lessons...everything...

i am very tired...why is it that my parents always compare me with those people around me...
that their results are better and stuffs like that...enough la

sometimes i hope i can just disappear...
i have made people very sad cos of me, very disappointed cos of me, very neglected cos of me...everything also cos of me
so many things happened on me....so many secrets that i dun want to tell...just want to hide inside me...hide hide hide...and only those really close to me knew what has happened...i really thank you all for hearing me out...
certain things that happened has changed me...i hate it...argh!!

hai...but cant just disappear right...so much responsiblities in front of me...

Joanne, remember what we said at the beach? we will be strong....and u must be strong too...no matter what is happening or what has happened...